In A WoRld of OuR OwN

Monday, March 03, 2008

it's monday my blogging day again.. this past week was the midsem break.. and even though it's not supposed to be a break, i really didnt do much.. as usual. Well it wasnt exactly the best of time to had any of my work done since something unexpected happened.. but i guess i'm just finding excuses... actually here's a list of what i have to do before i totally screw up my last sem in NUS:

1) finish my term paper of 10pages by Fri 7th March that will be 35% of the grade
2) finish one whole new survey by the next week
3) start recording all my responses from the previous 2 surveys.. meaning about 500 papers..
4) Analyse and start writing my thesis. YES i havent even started. dateline is 20th March for the draft to my Prof
5) Presentation for 2 modules.
6) study for all the modules cause i really dunno what's happening...

and if that isnt enough, well i dunno.. it sure is more than enough for me already...
ok yes it's all my fault for procrastinating, and yes there's no one to blame but me..

I AM SCREWED...

~7:31 PM

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Monday, February 25, 2008

ha when i dun have work at MPS, I dun find time to update this blog.. It's been 2 weeks i think? well Chinese New Year, 1st Year Aniversary with dear and Valentine's Day came and went, but it was very different compared to the same period last year. Cause i had dear to accompany on all this holidays last year, but this time round, she's all the way in Boston.. How many miles away is that, i have no idea. it's just super duper far away..

My school life is non-existent, because i just dun have to motivation to get to know new people. They say it's a lonely life in Year 4, i totally agree now. Unless you have friends you already know doing Honours proj under the same Prof as you, otherwise you better make the effort to be friendly with your new 'friends'. I can't really catch up with the lectures, bacause i simply refuse to attend them for a week. Just felt like i was in a rut for this whole period of time.. the quagmire of inertia against work and indescribable loneliness. Ever felt like you are in a sea of people yet you are alone? Like there's this eternal spotlight on you as the rest of the world vanish into the inpenetrable darkness? yup mulitply that by 83 times and you get how i feel in school i guess..

Trying to pick up the pace again for the school work part, but it's really tough.

~8:32 PM

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Lead the way
Of fury and flames,
Vent it all; anger, shame.
Every path leads nowhere
Much hatred to bear.
Yet stand tall we may,
Despite the strength thin
Exorcise our demons in
A single day.
Realise the truth
It is wisdom, for
Everyone..

~12:17 AM

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